| My Last update....and no more....
I feel so sorry for girls....Am I wrong? Did I categorize as a whole? Well I didnt want to say it in wholistic way, but!! I guess I cannot say I hate them...maybe I never understood them~;;; I just tell them the fact, and many of them translate in their own way. If I say "I like steak and I wish to eat it often." this friend of mine will think I am high blood pressured guy who eats steak all day, and diebetic. There must be hugh misunderstandings from guys and girls...and why.....does it have to be like this? Why did this society create cultural difference to create such misunderstandings that among guys dont really have? We already have biological differences to have misunderstandings; isnt that enough? Why do most girls have to feel secure when some shit happens...? Why do guys want to dominate?
Maybe....you had to do that to survive....who knows....this situation may be seen often in Alien's discovery channel.
Its process of life...not an agony.....not really anything. If you focus on the leaf and leaf only, you will not see the tree. If you focus on the tree and tree only, you wont see forest. IF you can see the forest, while you are INSIDE the forest, thats the definition of "visualizing". Forest in this case is your life......maybe you are staring at stems on leaves right now. |
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| It feels soo much better when I am high off the weed....it feels even more real;maybe it's because I expect my real life to be as real as this. It's more forgiving, and I do not have to worry about anything I do. At least I forgive myself more easily. after weed life gets too casual, care free, and with hell lot of joy. Why cant the life be like this? Why do we have the burden of pain of living since we are born along with joy. Why....why do I even have mental strength even when I am high at this point and try to get myself paranoid? Ooohhoooo Music sounds so much better~ GOD DAMN IT!! I want out...I want to get a plain tick to paradise that has nothing to do with anything I am doing. |
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| Puhaha...!!! That was funny fereal~ Ohhh Yeah!! One more time! THat was a great workout!! No I just gotta focus...just like my homeboy Fitty~ G UNIT!!! |
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Only if the world could work as I wanted to for one day....I will choose friendship and love. I am sleeping on and off for 3 hrs every night. I dont know how I am so active and....stuff. It is probabley the burden I have created myself that all my friends deserve happiness from me. What can I say...."Thank you for choosing Kiwi how may I help you?" |
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